Cult and Alertness
Actually, I found him good in theological knowledge then. I
thought he has Biblical sound understanding on many subjects. We used to
discuss on history of religions, 666, anti-Christ, book of Revelation, Jesus’
uniqueness and so on. I was also friend with another person from India nearby
Nepal. He has now already published two apologetics books in Hindi and has a
good ministry [Let not expose his name too]. He once shared me an audio that
was on Jesus being God’s Son. He asked me to check if the audio is Biblically
sound but after listening it, I found lots of theological errors. I shared it
with the particular friend but he rather supported in greater extent and he emphasized
that the way we are understanding trinity is actually wrong and Jesus is not
God. His knowledge sounded too much weird to me and I then prepared few
questions to get his answers so that I might know his stand. However, his
answers were Biblically poor and theologically misguided. I then started
cross-questioning but he said if he answered my all queries, I must join with
him in his ministry. I found his knowledge on trinity quite poor when I shared
him a graphic picture of trinity I designed or modified using photoshop [Its in
blog itself, You can see]. But he convinced me in such a way that my whole foundation
was trembled and I began doubting Jesus as God, trinity as a Biblical doctrine
and many other issues! I also shared this issue with my family and church
leaders. They of course helped me but I had to face many faith issues!
I couldn’t pray, couldn’t study the Bible at all! I was also
the one who made a logo for that guy! [The logo is in a file I share here with
you or just the picture I have included at top]. I literally got sad about my situation! I then knew that we cannot take
cult or heresy in an easy way! Once it becomes heavier on you, it is hard to
get away. Please, don’t think I am acting horror here but sharing the reality
about the power of heresy that I also felt and experienced. Thank to God and my
family and church who helped me. The heresy generated doubt against established
foundational doctrine of the Bible in me and I began to search against trinity
and all things. I felt like superman surrounded around with Kryptonite. I was
feeling helpless. Since that day, I realized how deadly can heresy be. Sadly, I
had to block my friend although I didn’t even want but I had no choice. I
stopped our chat and didn’t continue the journey further.
I was a fresher in apologetics that time [I only knew this
new field during my plus two science level study] and I was struggling with
many issues. I was seeking resources to clear my doubts and queries. We as
teens and youths have many such challenges. Like in the west, most youths and
teens have issues with atheism, evolution, etc. This may or may not be same
case for us who are in Eastern side but we have our own burdens. I therefore encourage
every enthusiastic mind to grab up opportunity and grow in both intellectuality
and spirituality. Try best to make your Biblical base strong. Do not take cult,
heresy, etc. lightly but always be alert and ready to face and present the
truth.
Our age is growing age of delusion, deception and complexity
of theological blurriness. New Testament warns us against all these. There are
growing cult such as Sachhai, Mata Jerusalem, Eastern lighting church, etc.
growing with dangerous but ear pleasing doctrines. I still get their friend
requests but they never reply when I ask them query. So, its time to be
prepared and be careful. What I faced once can be turning dice for other in
coming days but always remember Lord is with you.
I just wished to share this today with you since this moment
I can never forget in my life how it paralyzed my faith and put me in a cage of
doubt against my faith. It was really a hard time for me that I was not even
able to share with anyone but I dared to share because I trusted Lord. The file [Its in English] and even my podcast in Nepali language [I apologize for background distraction] are attached herewith.
Thank you
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